- sorries and apologies spill from my lips like water from an overflowing sink
- it was not that I did not believe in the goodness of God, it was more so I did, but I also believed in the wrath of God
- time is relative
- it is so difficult to grasp the reality of something you refuse to believe in
- i do not owe anyone anything
- i am no longer who i want to be
- and that hurts
We're at this point of life where everything is uncertain. I have always believed in the butterfly effect and it is also bc of so that I am such an indecisive person. I've made way too many mistakes in the past and it always kills me when the imminent thought of what if resurfaces. I can't help but to think, if a choice so small could have such big effects, what more a big decision, one that's drastic and life-changing?
A second earlier and you might not have been hit by the drunkard drive. A moment earlier and you might have been able to speak to your late grandmother before she left. A few checkups earlier and you might have had longer to live.
Nothing more out of touch with reality as I am as of now. When will I wake up?
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